My World In Your Hands


I lost you that night
the moment you chose neglect

need is an emotion filled with infinite amounts,
an empty surplus of wants

you can’t hide from me
abandoning feelings because its not such a big deal for you

if you dared,
If I imagined you’d care

we would be a two way mirror projecting reflections
of our most vulnerable & sacred possessions

Thats ownership of who we are and what we feel
when we feel them

I allow you this part ownership
a deeper level of understanding than trust

it would do more damage to see you act
like its nothing

its actually not that simple
for me its everything

Its like waking up to the sun
and taking your first breath

Realizing that your alive
and  you shunned me, noting that its nothing

that nothing, happened to be my last breath
and all I wanted for that moment was for you to listen,

or be the one to take care of me

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8 responses to “My World In Your Hands

  1. I allow you this part ownership — a deeper level of understanding than trust — it would do more damage to see you act — like its nothing —
    its actually not that simple — for me its everything…

    I SO feel and identify with this. Gosh, J. You were really digging and being vulnerable in this one. Beautiful.

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