Broken


Today I wanted
the need
not to want
to feel without thinking of
the feeling
I wanted to see
a creation of love
one that acts
and then reacts first
for the benefit of me
asking all questions later
much later
no I needed for you to relinquish
any questions at all
Today I needed you to be
everything I wished you could be
just for a brief moment
to be held in the arms bearing
enduring comfort
Today I needed to be pampered
not in a physical sense
but mentally
to rebuild strength
Today I didnt want to ask
for you to neglect your priorities
I needed you to
I needed your focus
to be on me
I needed…
you too
I needed you to see what I needed
and be it
Today I lost it
That comfort
in every imaginable way
Today I was out of my mind
negative on negative
equals negative
but a positive can change the whole
equation
for some
math is hard to understand
but its important to know the numbers
always add up
Today I was looking
for you to be my light
and instead I received a compounded
darkness
so forgive me for being me
and I’ll forgive you for being you
instead of what i needed you to be
In the end I guess we are all human
so forgive me for being selfish too
I understand that there are somethings
others cannot see
be it willing, blindness or….
no matter how much
we need and want them
no matter when it happens
we all need a
Today
we want
Todays
so forgive us for trespassing
when we do and we don’t

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6 responses to “Broken

  1. Sometimes you gotta go through the fire, then the storm, then the pain, then the feelings of regret, and journey back to love to really understand whats most important to your truths. Thanks for the comment and time you’ve taken to read and understand. Much appreciated.

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  2. Thank you for reblogging. I am happy that these emotions are transcending. And that I was able to write in a way that others could hopefully connect.

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  3. Thanks so much, the journey of ones emotions is a struggle to deal if you do not know the person. Sometimes we have to realize we are all human and we will make mistakes in the most inopportune times. Its just a matter of understanding that different people handle things differently.

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